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    12 December

    CAN U FEEL MY PAIN?

    I M SICK BADLY
    I M BROKE TOTALLY
    I HAV NO LOVE, NO MONEY
    I M SO ANGRY, DISAPPOINTED AND LONLY
    EVERYTHING AROUND ME SEEMS SO BAD
     
    THE PERSON I LOVE MOST HURTS ME WORST
    WHEN I WAS WALKING HOME
    I WAS EXPECTING MILCLE WOULD HAPPEN
    BUT IN FACT IT DIDNT HAPPEN
     
    EVERYONE ASKED ME
    R U OK?
    I TOLD THEM I M GOOD
    M I REALLY OK?
    NO, I M NOT OK!!
    HOW CAN I BE OK!?
    I JUST CAN CRY TO MYSELF AT NITE
    I JUST CAN TURN TO MYSELF EVERYDAY
    WHO KNOWS? NO ONE!!
     
    I DID LOVE YOU WITH ALL I GOT
    I DID TRY MY BEST TO DO ALL THE THINGS
    I DID DO EVERYTHING AFTER HAVING CONSIDERED YOUR FEELING
    I DID CONSIDER YOU MORE THAN MYSELF
    I M REALLY WILLING TO BE BY YOUR SIDE IN REST OF MY LIFE
    NO MATTER RICH OR POOR,HEALTHY OR SICK
    I M REALLY WILLING TO PROTECT YOU  WITH MY LIFE
    NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
    I M REALLY WILLING TO DO ANYTHING FOR YOU
    NO MATTER WHAT IT IS
     
    I REALLY CRIED TOO MANY TOO MANY TIMES
    I REALLY TOLERATED TOO MUCH TOO MUCH
    I REALLY SUFFERED TOO MUCH TOO MUCH
    THE ONLY THING MAKE ME CAN STILL BE HERE
    IZ THE LOVE, THE TRUE LOVE
    IZ THE FAITH, THE STRONG FAITH
     
    HOW MANY TIMES I M HURT BADLY
    I TOLD MYSELF U DID LOVE ME
    HOW MANY TIMES I M SO DISAPPOINTED
    I TOLD MYSELF I SHOULD BE STRONGER
    HOW MANY TIMES I FEEL COLD FROM U
    I TOLD MYSELF GOOD DAYS' GONNA COM
     
    I M JENNY, I M NOT THE FAKE
    I BELIEVE THERE IS TRUE LOVE IN THE WORLD
    I BELIEVE THE WORLD IS BEAUTIFUL
    I BELIEVE EVERYTHINNG WILL GO BETTER
    I BELIEVE FEELING NEVER TELL LIES
    SO I WAS WAITING FOR MY TRUE LOVE ALL THE TIME
    WHEN I MET U , MY FEELING TELL ME U R THE ONE
    WHO I WAS WAITING FOR SO LONG
    BECAUSE OF THIS FAITH, THIS LOVE, THIS FEELING
    I INSIST ON LOVING U
    I BELIEVE U ALL THE TIME
    I THINK U AS THE PERFECT ONE
    NO MATTER WHAT HAD HAPPENED
    NO MATTER HOW U HAD HURTED ME
     
    BUT WHY? WHY? WHY?
    EVERYONE KNOWS ME LOVE U SO
    BUT U R THE ONLY ONE DUN KNOW
    EVERYONE CAN FEEL ME CARE U SO
    BUT U R THE ONLY ONE CANT FEEL
     
    BUT WHY? WHY? WHY?
    U SEEMS TO BE SO SELF-CONSIDERED
    U SEEMS TO HAV NEVER KNOWN ME
    U SEEMS TO LOVE ME SO LITTLE
    U SEEMS TO CARE ME SO LITTLE
    U SEEMS TO CONSIDER MY FEELING SO LITTLE
     
     
    MY HEART IS BLEEDING 
    CAN U FEEL MY PAIN?
     
    11 December

    WON BECAUSE OF CONFIDENCE

    I STAYED UO WHOLE NITE TO PRAPARE FOR MY DEBATE
    EVEN ON THE WAY TO SCHOOL
    I WAS PREPARING
     
    BEFORE THE DEBATE BEGAN
    I CAN SEE THE FRIGHTEN FROM MY OPPONENT
    WHEN THE DEBATE BEGAN
    I CAN FEEL THE NERVOUS FROM MY OPPONENT
     
    I KNEW WE CAN BEAT THEM AS LONG AS WE R RELAX
    I STOOD UP PROUDLY
    SPOKE LOUDLY, SMOOTHLY, CONFIDENTLY
    I REALISED IT WAS BEST I HAV EVER SPOKEN MY STATEMENT
     
    FINALLY, WE WON THE DEBATE BECAUSE OF OUR CONFIDENCE

    WHAT CAN I SAY?

    WHAT CAN I SAY?
    THE ONE I NEVER LOVE SO MUCH  BEFORE
    THE ONE I M WILLING TO PROTECT WITH MY LIFE
    THE ONE I CARE MUCH MORE THAN MYSELF
     
    THE THINGS I M MOST AFRAID OF HAD HAPPENED
    WHAT CAN MAKE ME FRIGHTEN?
    FINALLY, I M BRAVE ENOUGH TO WALK HOME ALONE
     
    06 November

    DUN DISTURBE PPL AROUND ME

    IF IZ DESTINY
    I WIL FACE TO IT
     
    BUT  LET ME TELL U
    IF U COM FOR ME
    JUST COM FOR ME
     
    DUN DISTURBE PPL AROUND ME
    I PROTECT THEM UNTIL I DIE
    I WONT LET U RUIN THEIR LIFIES
     
     
     
    26 October

    HOW CAN I CRY SO EASILY!!??

    以後仲有更多的困難等住我去面對
    我怎可以甘輕易就掉下眼淚!!!
    27 September

    琴日+今日+聼日=感動、感觸

    其實好少寫Blog,唔係我無感想,而係我唔鈡意
    只留過一個Comment,唔係我無也講,而係我唔鈡意
     
    無時無刻,我都有好多感想
    每樣事情,都讓我產生感想
     
    我唔鈡意將感受表達得好清楚,除左面對一個人
    我唔讓人地完全清楚真實的我,除左面對一個人
     
    但總有一個人讓我每次見到距的内容都感動,都林起好多好多
    今次亦因爲見完有所感觸寫左Blog
    總有一個人讓我回想起以前的一切都感動,
    每一個片斷,每一格情節都歷歷在目
    總有一個人讓我願意放棄一切
    永遠留守在距身邊
     
    琴日我認識距就知道距係點樣一個人,因爲我感受到
    今日距雖然同琴日有所唔同,但我知距其實依然係距
    聼日我知道距仍然係一樣
     
    人的本質唔會改變,無論表面點變,實質依然不變
    無論環境點變,最深之處依然不變
    無論世人點睇,真實的靈魂永遠不變
     
    五年之後,我慶幸仲有個一年
    一年仿佛比五年多,一年仿佛比五年長,一年仿佛比五年深
     
    琴日+今日+聼日=感動、感觸
    17 September

    Are you living in illusion of world or world of illusion ??

    Are you living in illusion of world or world of illusion?
     
    But when I heard dis first time,
    I was shocked!
     
    As the society developing,
    civilization and wars come wif it.
     
    Meanwhile,what human being has to face becom more and more.
    Such as lov, desire and competetion.
     
    As matter of fact, they were also faced to by our ancient.
    Just not so sharp as nowadays.
     
    We have to handle and balance loz of things everyday, which seems never end!
    love and hate,
    truth and fake,
    good and evil,
    believe and doubt,
    loyalty and betray...
     
    They are all in our daily life, by our side, in front of ourselves.
    When you are feeling puzzled--wot to do or how to choose,
    just ask yourself who u want to be and how u want to be.
    Dun let any illusion blinds you.
    Coz iz your choice to decide to live in illusion of world or world of illusion.
     
     
     
     
    29 July

    A Story

    Once upon time, a boy and a girl met in a function.
    It was a fantasy moment,which they would never forget.
     
    The girl had never thought she could meet a boy like him.
    The boy had never thought he could know a girl like her.
     
    A few days later,the boy and the girl fell in love.
    Everything just liked a dream, so sweat,incredible and wonderful.
     
    The girl was so happy that she could find the one when she was so young.
    The boy was so happy that he could meet the one made him love again.
     
    During the days they got along with each other loz of things happened.
    Some made them  happy, some made them sad.
    Some made them  touched, some made them disappointed.
    Some made them laugh, some made them cry.
     
    One time the boy told the girl that she was his best measure of his.
    The girl cried badly.
     
    One time the girl flied back alone to where the boy were without telling him.
    The boy laughed happily.
     
    Sometimes the girl did something make the boy so angry and disappointed.
    Sometimes the boy did something make the girl so sad and hurt.
     
    Whatever happened, the boy and the girl still hold a faith
    --they belonged together.
     
    Day after day, something changed something remained.
    Day after day, something better something worse.
     
    Every word they said
    Every scene happened on them
    Every moment belonged to them
    They remembered so clearly.
     
    The boy knew the girl love him so.
    The girl knew the boy love her so.
     
    But sometimes life just likes a joke, always kidding people.
    But somehow  life just to be so cruel, always taking away things people care.
     
    The boy just wants to have one white rose without any red roses.
    The girl just wants to be one white rose without being red rose.
     
    Is the story to be end, or to be continued?
    I really hope i can write it continually.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    01 June

    FIVE MONTHS

    LET ME CELEBRATE BY MYSELF
    FIVE MONTHS
    I KNEW SUMTHING
    I LEARNT SUMTHING
    I HAD SUMTHING
     
    WISH
    EVERY MONTH FIRST
    I CAN CELEBRATE
    16 April

    Untitled

    I never think i could meet such a guy like u...
    December 17th 2005...
    First time i met u...
    I never think i could have such a lov like dis...
    January 1st 2006...
    First time i had it...
     
    I lov u ...I need u...
    No matter what i do ...
    All i think about is u...
    No matter where i m...
    All i miss so  is u...
    U never no i m crazy over u...
    U never no wot u mean to me...
    09 April

    Y.R.R.O.S

    I dun wanna write anything on space
    I dun wanna say anything to any one
    But dis time i no i should i want
    All i can say iz y.r.r.o.s
    Although iz no use for anything anyone
    Buy iz neccessary
    I really dunno wot i did
    I realize the results always go to
    Opposite to wot i wan
     
    Sad...
    Empty...
    Confused...
    Disappointed...
    Hate myself...
     
    Done iz done...
    Happened iz happened...
    Can't desire anything...
    Coz it will always be there...
     
    Dis moment i just realize
    In fact i dun no myself at all
    I m not as good as i think before
     
    U think u care everybody's feeling
    In fact u r not...
    U think u r sumthing
    In fact u r not...
    U think u r strong
    In fact u r not...
     
    Twenty years...Twenty years...
    I dun no wot i m for such a long time...
    Shit...jenny...u r nothing at all
     
    Y.R.R.O.S
    To u...
    To me...
    To them...
     
     
     
    09 March

    HaPPy Bday To JeNnY ※ ThAnK U All Of My FrDs

     I hav never written any essay on internet
     Iz my first time to write dis coz i m so happy
     My 20 yrs old b'day and iz really unforgetable
     It touched me da so many frds gave a wish to me
     Even dos frds i seldom contacted or even forgot
     Every msg seems so gd and a best present to me
     
     THANK U GUYS...U R MY FRDS 4EVER
     THANK U IVAN...U R MY FAVOR 4EVER
     THANK U DAD&MUM....U R MY MEASURE 4EVER
     THANK U SOCIETY...U R MY TEACHER 4EVER
     
     I will grow up...grow up to be a real one...
     A real frd...A real gfrd...A real daughter...A real citizen